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I am having some major shoulder pains, I can work, and stuff but it hurt on a scale of one to ten its about an eight, but some days its the worst and I wish that it was just cut off. Anyway I was laying in bed with some lights on staring up at the ceiling and since I have already taken my sleeping pills was hallucinating the light on the ceiling were moving, and so I decided to use this in my advantage. I know a spell were you are supposed to meditate and while meditating feel a light move all around my body, with the help from the hallucination, and repeated bright light, shinning light, heal my pain with all your might. Three times and then asked the goddess for her sympathy and help, in order for my spell to work. Said mote it be three times and just laid there for awhile. My shoulder still kinda hurts, but not nearly as bad as before. However, was it the goddess that healed my shoulder, or was it me and the ability to block the pain, since I still feel some pain.