Nothing New

Finally after 8 months of horrible shoulder pain, it hasn't been that bad since I did that spell. I think the dream meant that I am either not ready, or won't be accepted for being Wiccan, because lately it seems to come up a lot, without me starting the conversation. With every time it seems like people think I am weird just for knowing about the religion. I do not know if I can handle that, and while I agree with most of the main principles in the faith. I still just do not know with all my heart. There is just one more book I want to read and if nothing changes it'll be time to switch to a different religion.