So one of the spells I have been practicing is a simple one were I say over and over as I fall asleep; I will wake up after every dream, remember and write them down. Which I have been doing. Last night I decided I would tweak the spell, I looked at all the consequences, and benefits of my purpose and found none and continued. The spell went; "Oh Inner Goddess, I request a council whilst I slumber, and allow me to remember." I said these words as I fell asleep, My dream went:
I woke up in bed, but my bed was in a different position, and as I rolled over a women appeared in my bed. I asked her who she was and her response was "the goddess you called for" I took a silent gasp shocked by her appearance. I then precede to ask her question after question, I don't remember what I asked but I know the answers were reassuring about the faith in Wicca. Then my sister walked in the room and when she asked who the lady was, I responded the goddess and my sister was like no she is not, and I fought over this with her and she then left. I turned back around and the goddess was trying to enter into me, and then I woke up.
I think that it is possible a god came to me, but it is also possible that I had a lucid dream, and my question as I feel asleep was; should I be Wicca? My sister acted like my voice of reason, and I was the voice of faith and the fight was over me. I can never really know the truth, and I am still not completely comfortable labeling myself Wiccan.
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